Dearest Damon,

                        I feel betrayed. I feel upset. I feel empty. More than all, I feel frustrated. I have seen you grow, seen you make mistakes, seen you say sorry, seen you cry, seen you tearing people apart, seen you fall in love. I knew I would never stop loving you from the time you said “Hello brother” in the first episode.

Your unconditional love, your stirring compassion, your pure soul, has taught me so much. Below the wit and sarcasm lies the most tender heart. You never expected Elena to choose you but her decision broke your heart. I saw it in your face. Some times I feel I understand you more than her. Sometimes I feel nobody ever understood the deepest portions of your heart.

When she said that she chose Stefen, some part of me just broke. Even if she comes back to you, even if she realizes that she loves you more, I don’t think she deserves you. I don’t think she even knows that she is playing with your feelings. Heck, you deserve a lot more. You deserve I love yous and kiwi fruits.

Our tear gland was on a roll today. “It will always be Stefen, wont it?” you just knew the right thing to say to make us all weep, dint you?

No matter what Elena thinks, no matter how Elena feels, we all love you. We will always love you. It will always be Damon.

You are not a fictional character to us. You are our inspiration. You are so close to our heart that it is difficult not to weep for you. You are and will always be our favorite.

She chose the safe option, she chose the good option. But you are her best option. I hope it isn’t too late by the time she realizes that.

Even if she doesn’t deserve you, I want you to be happy. And you will be happy only if you are a part of her life. I am thus still pinning my hopes on Delena and I will always.

Your fan,

Aishu